Not sure which clues are most powerful in measuring national
mood. Is it consumer spending patterns and their shift trends? Is it
replacement frequency of automobiles? Is it personal clothing and style
changes? Is it volunteerism? Voter turnout?
So many indicators of moods and shifts of same.
I like watching crowds as they go about their routines. Do they
smile at one another? Or are their faces flatlined, focused on doing? Do they
frown or grimace as they walk down the street? Or are they engaged with their
phones either in conversation or message reading? Are they aware of others
around them and polite toward them? Or do they barge ahead as part of the crowd
rumble?
In an elevator, do the passengers greet one another? Or do
they demur the effort? Are they bashful and shrinking, or are they responsive
and smiling?
As I write these blogs each day I am aware of my moods. They
shift while writing. Of course. They propel my thoughts and words appearing on these pages. Sometimes, though, the moods are opposite the message.
Odd isn’t it? I may feel a swell of doom and depression but
continue writing the positive urgings on others. You know, the pushing them
toward long term success or victory over hardship. Other times, I may be
sharing an opinion on the troubles of our society while feeling buoyant and
upbeat. I’m not sure why such conflicted feelings accompany this activity. But
they do.
I recall a time when my mother was acting strangely. Dad was
at a loss to explain it and shared that in some of his letters and phone calls.
Living 1800 miles apart, I told him I thought she might be entering a period of
elder depression. I wasn’t sure what this is, but I suggested he talk with her
doctor. Sure enough, she was diagnosed with depression. Transitory to aging. That’s
what he said. A few pills should get her over the hump. She was insulted at the
suggestion, but took the pills and two months later snapped out of the mood
swing.
I’m the age she was then. I can feel the mood shift between positive
and negative. Sometimes the weather is the catalyst. Music is often the agent
that boosts me out of it. News is often depressing, not the acts of nature, but
the troubles caused by acts of human behavior. Political nonsense mostly, but
such often creates problems the rest of us have to live with. And pick up the
pieces. With the realization the whole mess could have been avoided with proper
policy.
This is the context of our times. I should be
feeling better knowing the recent elections appear to have restored some
balance to the national and regional political scenery. Time will tell if that
will happen, but patience is needed. Aging tests patience more than youth did.
Perhaps that is the sticking point in elder moods? Patience and
dwindling time? Ever present and known. The countdown to timelessness. Patience
indeed!
November 19, 2018
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