Our story goes back several years, maybe 9 years.
Approaching retirement, self employed, and deeply involved in the community
(chamber of commerce, city council, church, charities, et.al.), Hank was cruising forward to a long life of business,
financial comfort – not wealth – travel, and a meaningful volunteer life. All
of his family commitments were covered – ex-wife financially independent, kids
doing well on their own and college bills all paid, and retirement funded.
Hank was in a solid relationship with his life partner of 6
years; yes a gay partnership as akin to marriage as possible. Even a commitment
ceremony was held in a local church with close friends and family in
attendance. That was a year before. The two men were building a good life on
solid ground and in full witness of the community.
Then things went haywire. At first the drinking got heavier
and consistent. A daily pattern developed. Functionality in career, business
and elected duties appeared fine. But they were not. And they grew more so.
Hank didn't like this feeling. Things were getting out of
control so he talked with friends who suggested a psychologist. Appointments
were made with Doctor Bob and 18 months later Hank knew he was chemically dependent
on alcohol. Also on cigarettes, a long time addiction of 44 years at 4 packs a
day.
So that New Years Day Hank quit smoking and used the patch
as an assist. He awoke the next day knowing he really had quit smoking.
It was almost a spiritual event! Cigarettes were in his past and he felt a
great weight lifted from his life. Now to see where this would take him.
Hank knew he had to quit booze, too. He just knew doing that
would be very difficult if he remained a smoker. So with nicotine out of his
life he waited for the patch to work before setting a date for dumping his
beloved scotch.
One month into patch therapy and he began forgetting to
apply the patch. He knew then and there he was free of cigarettes. Hank gave it
another month and by March 1 he realized the time was near to take action on
the alcohol front.
On March 21st of that year (2006) Hank walked
into the detox center at the local hospital. He signed himself in. His partner
accompanied him on the otherwise lonely walk. Then he walked away.
One week in hospital, two weeks of half-day outpatient care,
then seven months of weekly group therapy sessions, Hank graduated to an
alcohol-free life.
Meanwhile, Hank had normal health issues surrounding aging
and smoking. COPD was the first diagnosis (chronic obstructive pulmonary
disease) which could lead, and did, to emphysema. Because Hank had lost half of
his lung capacity due to disease, he was placed on drugs and oxygen to battle
the emphysema and sleep apnea that were co-health issues. Later that fall, Hank
was enrolled in a pulmonary rehab program to better deal with his breathing
issues. During that rehab Hank encountered a cardiac problem – atrial
fibrillation, where the heart goes into a spasm of high count pulsing. Hank was
taken by ambulance to the hospital where he was placed on heavy drugs to
regulate the heart’s rhythm and referred to a cardiologist.
The cardiologist conducted a lot of tests and pinpointed the
problem. A-Fib for Hank was a prelude to a stroke. Both the pulmonary and
cardiac conditions were now related and both doctors took charge.
In winter of 2007 a bout of flu and severe bronchitis
settled into the lungs and Hank was in trouble. A huge lung infection and low
functionality in the first place, meant Hank was on drugs and oxygen 24/7. It
was a scary time for Hank. He realized that his future might not unfold as he
had imagined.
That was the turning point for Hank. He began to assess his
future, his financial responsibilities and his hopes and dreams. The latter came
under strict assessment. Here’s what Hank came to understand:
- Business
life would need to be curtailed
- Elected
public office would have to ease up or eliminated
- Volunteer
life would need to focus on church, AA (Alcoholics Anonymous) and
community
- Family
matters needed to be better defined and solidified
- Financial
obligations would have to be paid down or eliminated
As it turned out all of the above focused on using
retirement investments to eliminate debt as much as possible, pay medical bills
to current status, and learn to live on lower income and reduced expectations.
It took six months to a year to do all of the above. At the
end Hank was living on Social Security and Medicare benefits, all of his debts
were paid but a tax issue with the IRS and the mortgage. The IRS and the
mortgage became impossible a year later and so the house went into foreclosure
and seizure. Bankruptcy kept a roof over their heads for a time, but Hank and
partner were facing a dim future. Tim, his partner, had lost his job when his
employer declared bankruptcy in the recession that swamped the real estate
industry. Tim’s employer was a marketing firm serving real estate agents and
brokers. Few homes were selling so no marketing business. The shop was doomed
and closed after 30 successful years.
Now both Hank and Tim were living on Social Security and
Medicare. Tim had Type-1 Diabetes. Hank had his emphysema, A-Fib and severe
sleep apnea. Medical costs built in spite of bankruptcy.
Jettisoning one car and downsizing the Mercedes to a used
Ford Fusion, the two men leased a small apartment and downsized their life
after shutting and locking the doors to their previous home now fully owned by
the bank. A sheriff’s auction was scheduled to sell the home.
The journey from quitting cigarettes to moving to an
apartment had taken seven and a half years. During that time Hank had left the
city council, been elected a commissioner of the local park district,
co-founded the local paper, served as a volunteer managing editor, columnist and
city hall beat reporter for the paper. Seven years of writing, news gathering,
community building and what not. A lot of what not.
AA and church work continued unabated. This became a key
focus of Hank’s to discover his inner strengths and weaknesses. He worked on
them a lot. He helped others gain sobriety and keep sober. Along the way he did
as well.
Now nine years later things seemed stable. Simple but
stable. No travel. No luxuries. Just lots of good friends and local
connections. The can-do spirit soared and life was good.
Then the state legislature cheapened retiree benefits in an
attempt to fix their budget problems. Medical benefits for state retirees (Hank
had been a career employee of the state university) were reduced. Now large
annual deductibles were required for each drug and prescribed medical
procedure. Co-pays were added as well. The premiums gyrated for a while – both
up and down – but finally came down. The new costs imposed, however, soared and
thwarted the reduced premiums.
So Hank could do nothing more than refuse some procedures
and some drugs. First to go was the oxygen service. Second to go was the heavy
duty lung inhaler drug. Now the emphysema and sleep apnea were going it without
their prior major supports. The insurance company could do nothing. The service
providers could do nothing. And the doctors were powerless to overcome the
bureaucratic complexities.
No. The State of Illinois
had taken its stand. Retirees had had their due. Now they were on their own.
After years of service the state refused to take responsibility for its own
mismanagement and folly. It had wasted time and resources on other follies. It
decided to leave its people, staff and retirees unprotected and under-served.
There’s more to the state’s story but I won’t bore you with
that now. Let’s just say that public policy and public ethics are two different
things in Illinois.
And just maybe that is true for the nation as well. We all say the right things
from time to time, but when action is needed, all is silence.
It is up to the individual in every case to move forward on
their own, ready or not. Willing or not. Able or not. The latter is mostly the
plight of the retiree. We don’t want public employees to get rich while working
for the government. So we underpay them. We reward them with good, solid
benefit programs to make up for that. But then, much later, when it is too
late, the state reneges on their obligation and guts the benefit programs.
This is what it is like living in a state with a poor
future. Having squandered their promise and innate treasure, the legislature
has sealed the fate of generations of good people who gave their time, effort
and talent to it when they could. Now they can’t. But no matter; time will soon
take care of that little detail.
Illinois is joining the
hopeless future of West Virginia, Mississippi, Alabama, Tennessee, Arkansas and Oklahoma. Failed states
with a proud past. Just no future. Hallelujah?
April 3, 2015
