Letting Go
The burdens we carry throughout life are very real to us.
Often we don’t know their true dimension until they are gone.
I remember once becoming aware of a dental problem. My lower
gum ached a little. Sometimes it throbbed, usually while doing some heavy
lifting. My tongue explored the area of the mouth little by little over the
days and weeks and months.
One day I was aware that one of my molars was extremely
sensitive. I realized I was in pain. So the dentist was called, in I went for
an examination and x-ray. He diagnosed a dying root and a root canal was in
order. I winced and dragged my feet.
Months later I surrendered and called my dentist and asked
him to schedule the procedure. Within a week the gruesome and dreaded work was
done.
During the procedure I became aware of a lightness having
nothing to do with the anesthetic. I asked the endodontist if he had ‘tapped’
the abscess. He reported yes.
Later as I lived my new life without pain (!) I realized how
much pain had accumulated without my knowing it. Only when it was gone did I
realize how much discomfort I had become used to. How strange.
Tackling the problem was the trick. Putting it off was the
problem.
I found this quote on the internet the other day:
“Sometimes you don’t realize the
weight of something you’ve been carrying until you feel the weight of its
release.” -Anonymous
How very true! Think about that this weekend.
September 7, 2013
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